Saturday, January 5, 2008

Where do they fit in?


So right now I have a few potentially hypothetical prospects. It is still in EARLY stages and I have NO IDEA if something will materialize. I just don't know if you can build a spark without really meeting someone and even then, well, I'd have to be super lucky for it to be instantaneous.

At the best--I'd love to feel something.
At the least--I am hoping not to get killed by a serial killer posing as a guy worthy of getting my #.

I'm just trying to figure out in the meat rack that is my dating life--if and when and why and how these guys fit in? Do any of them? Does one of them? Do none of them? Is this a total waste? Like 99% a waste or 100% waste?

Have I at the very least learned some things about myself? I would say that yes, my friends, I have.

I have learned...
  • A lot of people misrepresent themselves
  • I am very insecure about my photos
  • Men with kids are not appealing to me at all
  • Guys really have to be tall for me to like them, that just isn't going to change
  • I am capable of giving something a shot
  • Stepping out of your comfort zone makes you a better person
  • I love to write, really I do.
  • Guys are really stupid enough to submit a photo of Tyson Beckford and call it themselves (2 guys did that!) Do they not realize that any girl into fashion knows who he is??
  • There are lonely people in NY, not just me.
I think I am going to meet some of them this week. This has been dragging on long enough. Might as well jump off the ledge and fucking take a chance right?

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